I have to work three times this weekend - friday, saturday and Sunday, around 12 hours of work. It makes me frustrated thinking about it.
I can't be bothered with homework or 1700 work. I can't be bothered doing anything. My head is just a constant stream of "no. "ugh." "fuck off."
I don't listen to anyone who's telling me things I don't care about, I get overly angry at my dog because he's so annoying and sits on me while I'm sleeping and licks himself loudly.
I just want to go on a holiday and talk to no one, except people who make me especially happy. And there are only like two people in my life right now that actually do that.
And I would use this weekend to abandon everyone else and only do what I want but I have to work all three days. Ugh.
I'm so so so stuck and pissed off and blah blah I hate everything.
