I just found a random blogspot that I had made under my other email so that was weird, logging on and suddenly feeling a ping of "whatthefuckwhere'dallmypostsgo"
But its okay because only like, one person reads this anyway.
I wish that people more people did. Like my old one. Then I got in trouble and it ruined my zing and then I just felt totally unmotivated to write anymore. I need to meet my muse.
Even though they are usually for artists or musicians.
I feel as if I'm going to start reciting that blog post by Sandra Beijer where she talks about if she had a muse to meet, this is who it would be. (Her blog is so lovely I'll probably talk more later.)
Anyway, I'll tell you the story of how it used to be.
I don't know what happened but I used to have a lot to say. There was a time where I was fearless and not embarrassed to write about what I thought.
Then I wrote too much, too honestly.
And now I'm stuck in this vortex of topics that I could write about but I don't, because that unmotivated, creationless me has taken over.
I think I'll just change the layout instead.
Brb.
