Its fine, really. I don't mind. I just miss being comfortable when I was alone. I was able to walk around or sit down by myself and not be worrying what anyone thought of me at all.
But now, people are looking at me, making judgments. Which is actually true. They are judging me. But I can't help but think that what their thinking is bad. Its really very difficult.
One of my teachers always catches me when I'm alone, she definitely thinks that I'm one of those people who play with sticks and mumble to themselves.
I also miss my street cred.
